patience

I've been working on my patience for a while now; I'd say over a year. The results have been overwhelming. I find that I am quite the patient person. I have no qualms driving slow, waiting at stop lights, or waiting for the elevator door to close. I even feel superior when I'm with people and they lose their patience and I still have now. However, there is a time when I am not so patient. When I am waiting for my wonderful girlfriend, I can lose my patience. Or when I think she is in a bad ituation, I can't wait for her to get out of it. For example, she had to go to her room to get something, and I could not wait for her to get back. She wasn't gone for a terribly long time, just longer than I imagined, and I wanted her to come back now. It was a wierd feeling. One of the strangest feelings I've experienced in a long while. Another example was when she was on a skateboard. She lost her balance a few times, but quickly regained it. I wanted her to get off real bad and told her to. She kept trying, and I couldn't watch. I couldn't wait for her to get off. She fell. She's ok. I think all this patience losing is because O care for her. I think I really do. I need to be the best man that I can be for her.