Open Hours

I've been really challenged emotionally lately, and my reaction is to close up all the more. Not always; I've had good days. But it's still easier to close up.

Life wasn't meant to be lived alone. This is something I've been told, believe, and tell others. Yet, I don't practice. I can't believe how closed I can been--not letting others into my life and goings-on. How did the kids everyone called, "friendly" "outgoing" & "open" become a man that is so emotionally alone?

Maybe I am being too hard on myself. Maybe I am not giving myself enough credit. I don't know. It's a complicated thing because in some things I'm open, and in others I'm as closed as ever.

Hopefully I'll have something more cheery to post next time.