conscience quenches

I'm now realizing the weight of my last post. People aren't always going to help you out, even when you think you deserve it.

To be honest, I'm not feeling to great right now. I'm not sick. I'm not necessarily angry. I'm confused really. I don't know what's wrong with me, but I remember getting this same feeling about this same time last year.

Why can't I be consistent? Is it really that hard. Am I doing something wrong? "I don't know," says the Judd.

I don't like you very much...

I've come to realize that throughout my life, I'm going to be working with people at one time or another that I don't exactly like or get along with. Hello predicament. Or is it really a predicament?

I think I've realized that these kind of relationships will be benefitial in the longrun. Each situation better preparing me for the next. It becomes a game, a test to see how much I can take.

Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying that I am the most valiant person, getting along with everyone that I came across. I'm saying that I am realizing this ahead of time, accepting it, and preparing myself for the future. You can too, it's easy, I promise.